Full-Blown Suffering: My Battle Against the Mysterious Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It was a overcast weekday morning in September 2016. I was working as a teacher, trying to settle a new class, when a sudden sensation sprang behind my one eye. This was followed by rapid stabs, reminiscent of electric shocks. As each class progressed, the pain subsided and then came back with increased intensity. Four times that day I handed over a colleague with worksheets and ran to the school bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I tried paracetamol, but the agony remained unbearable.
The headaches appeared frequently that autumn, and once more in spring, soon establishing an annual pattern. The autumn months were the worst, then the late winter. I could anticipate the routine: a warning sensation in the shower, early pangs on the commute, full-on agony in class by 9.30am. In late 2019, a GP eventually referred me to a neurologist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.
Cluster headaches typically begin with intense pain behind one eye that lasts for several hours.
About 1 in 1000 individuals suffer by the disorder, and males are more frequently affected. Attacks usually begin with abrupt, excruciating agony focused on a single eye that peaks within a short time and continues for as long as three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, every day or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or face sweating. There exists the episodic form, which occurs in periodic cycles; some patients have continuous attacks, defined by the lack of extended pain-free periods.
What connects patients is the severity. One research paper rated the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, higher than bone fractures or other conditions. A separate discovered a significant percentage of cluster patients reported thoughts of self-harm during attacks; the number dropped to 4% when they were pain-free.
Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a long-term sufferer from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her episodes began when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the floor and hit my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms worsened through childhood. Drinking in her teens, similar to many causes, made things more intense. After having alcohol at her school leaving party, she remembers barely being able to see on the bus home.
Her relatives often mistook her attacks as drunken behavior. Understanding finally came from her father and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after moving, but often hid her condition. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to time off during attacks. Her definitive identification came in 2002 at a specialist hospital.
Nevertheless, the failure to organize life around unpredictable attacks took its effect. She particularly disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her family during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the simple freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She recalls obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.
Headaches have been described across history. “The first description of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write experts in a book on the subject. They linked the ailment to an malevolent entity who afflicted his victims' heads.
Ancient medical records propose bizarre remedies for what modern experts would classify as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, migraine was identified as a separate condition, with treatments including bloodletting to other, more superstitious cures.
It was a European physician who provided the first comprehensive account of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very severe headache happening and vanishing each day at fixed hours”.
Cluster headaches were only officially classified by international headache societies in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a key blood vessel which delivers blood to the brain. Prominent specialists in diagnosing the condition note this.
In the late 1990s, scientists published the results of a research project for which they had triggered attacks in patients and monitored the episodes in a imaging machine. The results, featured in a major medical publication, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they felt better.
Despite such progress, identification remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's attacks started in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he had four surgeries before finally being diagnosed in recently, after a physician researched his complaints.
Specialists say wait times in diagnosis and managing occur because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're tired and low, but not in agony,” one says. He proceeds by ruling out other primary head pain disorders, such as migraine, before confirming cluster headaches. A thorough patient history is essential: on which part of the head do symptoms appear? For how long? What season? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Specific characteristics such as redness, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help verify cluster headaches. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to specialist centers. But many first go to A&E or are given inadequate treatments.
A charity trustee, in her late seventies, has experienced cluster headaches for the majority of her life, although she hasn't had an episode since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth pulled because dental professionals misinterpreted her pain. She believes dentists still need greater awareness. When another patient sought help from a support group, it was she who responded. The author recalls calling a helpline during an attack in 2021; a reassuring advisor guided them through oxygen treatment and medication until the attack eased.
Official guidelines on treatment advise that patients are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a specific drug administered by injection. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Preventive options include verapamil, which apparently helps manage the bouts of some individuals.
But leading specialists believe the official guidelines need updating to reflect a clearer treatment pathway and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, timing is everything: “The duration of the bout determines the approach.” Brief bouts with occasional episodes are handled with abortive treatment alone. More prolonged or more intense bouts require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an procedure into the area of the skull where the discomfort is that decreases nerve activity.
The official guidance need updating to reflect a