Space Traveler Discloses Depression In the Wake of Wave of Harassment After Historic Trip
A Vietnamese-American astronaut has opened up regarding her battle with depression after facing a relentless barrage of criticism in the aftermath of a landmark journey to the edge of space.
The 34-year-old activist – recognized as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the brief journey to space in April, which also carried celebrity crewmates.
The mission was met with derision by some, who questioned its cost and carbon footprint.
Reflecting on the experience, the astronaut, who made history as the pioneer for her community, stated the intense backlash overshadowed her achievement under an torrent of sexist abuse.
“I told her my depression might last for years,” she recounted in a public message, describing a phone call from a mission companion in the aftermath of the flight.
She portrayed the subsequent media coverage and social media frenzy as an barrage beyond typical human coping.
“I did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,” she revealed. “Weeks after, I was forced to terminate a call, my voice choked by tears.”
Buried Under Misogyny
The researcher, who has focused her career on gynecological science and conducted tests during the flight, said all her lifelong efforts – including her studies and extensive preparation to the historic significance of her heritage – was overshadowed under the avalanche of misogyny.
She is best known for her pioneering work championing the cause of sexual assault survivors.
Her own aspiration for spaceflight was put on hold after being assaulted during her university years, leading to a protracted legal battle.
The Fog Begins to Lift
Now, eight months after fulfilling her dream, she noted the “fog of grief has started to lift”, and she expressed gratitude the supporters whose kindness pulled her through. “You all saved me,” she wrote.
She added that despite the negativity, important benefits had emerged from the flight, such as elevated attention for her women's health research and chances to influence leaders.
The Historic Journey
The computer-piloted New Shepard rocket lifted off from Texas in April, carrying the all-female team on a short trip that passed the edge of space.
The diverse crew also comprised leaders in different industries.
The venture behind the mission is a private space firm established by a well-known tech mogul.